clock strikes 11:02

Since i've been at school this has been the latest i've woken up. I woke up around 10:40 but man was i sleepy. I had some funky dream to but i cant really remember exactly what happened but i was a cheerleader and this other girl who was a cheerleader was really mean to me and i tried to park my bike somewhere closer to the school and then this girl yelled at me and told me to get out of her bike spot..idk it was stupid...then i went to church and it was spring but the kids were putting on a christmas show and it wasnt that they were performing the actual show..they were rehearsing..it was wacked out. Anyways i have a lot of studying to do today so im going to get on that as soon as the lady who cleans the bathroom is done so i can go use it and wash up. AH i dont like sleeping more than 8 hours. I get a headache when i wake up..sigh oh btw...one of my roommates went home because she was really sick...now the other one is sick and shes coughing up a storm. AH and she goes everywhere in the room...actually never leaves the room..so my room is an incubator full of germs. lysol anyone?

I am so impatient.

You know i always thought i was considered "patient" but recently i've noticed that i am quite the opposite when it comes to what I want and what I need...emphasizing the "I" in this...seriously...because when i order things online..i always check my e-mail every couple minutes to see if the status of the delivery has changed...or when i want a certain day to come..i focus only on that day and i disregard everything else (which is very bad)...but i decided this year i want to change that. I want to polish the better things about myself and work on the things that suck. For starters i think i have a good drive...but i lack in focus. I need great amounts of motivation or incentives in order for me to put my whole heart into something otherwise im so quick to quitting. I WANT TO PERSEVERE!!!!!....
Already i had two bad quiz scores..and the others were just average...i want to be above and beyond average. I am going to be a junior next year and by that time i want something amazing to happen or a great opportunity to peak up but in order to do that i need to get my priorities straight. I decided to boot myself off facebook so i can focus more on the important things and not shed anymore precious minutes on narcissism (well on there at least) and the unedifying features about the site as a whole. I believe facebook is one of the biggest argument starters and negativity builders. I'm going to see how my study habits are now that im off of it and how much more ill be focused on the important things...like school and God. I also want to make a period of time where i can fellowship with other people and spend more quality times with my friends and future roommate (that way ill speak up when i want next year if there are problems)...

There are a lot of things to look forward to...but it just seems so far away from now..sigh..

Well ill be updating more on here just so you guys know im alive since i will not be using my stupid facebook for awhile..it will be hard..haha but if you do need to contact me...give me a shout via e-mail
xjxane@gmail.com
kimjane5@msu.edu

i check it all the time =D so wooty!

I love Mail!!!

wooo woo so i got a package in the mail today from my girl christina!!! weee =D and inside was enclosed a late christmas card..and a SOCK MONKEY! i've always wanted one and idk it was fate that i never bought one cause she got it for me as a gift..so yay =)

Lateeee post

Hello people in the blogger world!
OKAY, so i know i havent updated in awhile..and my apologies for that...(for those of you who've missed me)..i guess its because not much has been going on lately...As you know classes have started up again and i went to KCF retreat..which was a lot of fun and i recommend for all state kcf members to attend once before the 4 years is up because its a great way to make bonding friendships which i really didnt expect. The other night i was rushed out of my room to catch Nick and Noras infinite playlist play at wells for free. IT WAS GOOD. i really liked it. It was corny and funny and Michael Cera is super cute and it was shot in NEW YORK. SO DUH I WOULD LOVE IT....oh the memories brought back..haha =)

So...yesterday in class for my com 225 interpersonal relationships class..there was a brief mention about facebook and how it basically owns OUR LIVES...(well via internet/facebook)...it is copyrighted that anything we put on there is archived so even the "privacy" is not privacy at all...here is the e-mail sent to us after our lecture from our profs..


but basically anything put on there is now legally owned by facebook..your pictures, messages, wall posts, EVERYTHING. make sure you think twice before putting something up..because you never know...fb just might sell your stuff...hahaha

I have been missing missions everyday this week...i miss the weather..the fuzzy feeling..the warm encounters with God and the amazing moments in fellowship...i wish summer would get here soon...
I had my first quiz in advertising this morning and i bombed i think. and for a true and false question..there was something about "T or F...55% of women take up the role in Public relations"..I KNEW IT WAS FALSE BECAUSE THE ANSWER WAS 70%...BUT I WROTE TRUE...because i second guessed..ahhh i should have went with my gut knowledge about this...ahhh

So i've been on the Kevin ( a friend up at state who eats healthy and works out ) diet...and its been working out okay haha because the foods actually pretty good...but there are days where i cheat =X...like today..i went to sushi with stan and Christine

Spicy Tuna from Omi...YUM YUM

So somebody posted a picture of a dog...THAT LOOKS LIKE A PANDA...

Okay...so possibly the best and closest thing im going to get to a real panda...but she told me that they keep breeding them until they look like this and im sure there are chemicals involved..which makes it sort of sad..and makes me cringe...BUT they are adorable..and i for sure want one =D hehe

Lately i've been spending money left and right...AH i need to stop.. ONE OF THE BIGGEST DOWNFALLS of living at a dorm...i want mail..therefore i buy things so i receive mail...lol pathetic i know...but i've learned so much about online shopping this year..haha but i decided that im going to put away my credit card for the rest of this month and half of next month...just so i can learn how to save..because honestly its been getting quite out of hand...AHHH
okay so i think that was a well worth update..hope all is well and ill update soon enough!

-Jane

OMGOMGOMG and ps.

fuji to canon....can we say UPGRADE?!


A BIG THANK YOU TO...you know who =D
omg...a;lsjd;foa8;pwejf;aljksdf;lkdj I LOVE IT.

KCF retreat

i went in with no expectations and came out with more than enough blessings. I really enjoyed the company of those who i would have never really initially talked to. Overall the trip was well received, besides the fact that my camera is..so...BROKEN! :( omg. I left it out in the snow for 9 hours and it wont turn on without the charger cord in it...=( sad day. But ne ways...pretty tired so im gonna go do some reading...ill update more later!