oh my...

you know i never thought the day would come where i would get along with my parents for more than a month. Well maybe its the fact that i've tried to be more patient with them and try to understand their struggles. I really want to help them out more instead of just running up their credit card bill. For lent i gave up good things to help my health and my spending habits! haha =D so yay for me...oh the other hand...i want so much stuff. I feel like i have an obsession with buying things. i dont know if im trying to compensate for something else in my life...but literally there is so much that attracts my eye. Its become crazyness...during one month i think i spent over 400 dollars on just ...stuff. For me...others...but i think mostly for me. AND FOOD. i spend money on food? like there wasnt enough food in Shaw already. haha but in any case...im just happy to have given up online shopping. I'm so excited for spring break. All my plans have come together and ill be able to spend it with my family and the one i love...and church...and just...everything =D HOORAY!

DONE

I AM OFFICIALLY OFF PROBATION. WOOOOTY!!!!!
what i have learned:

its not worth it to get caught for underage drinking. Its definitely not worth it to put your parents through stress over something this stupid and careless....its definitely not worth it to drop hundreds of dollars..and take classes/random testings.

STAY CLEAN. STAY FOCUSED. LOVE GOD.
HAHA....

hooray..but its over
now next week...exams/quizzes....then
SPRING BREAK BABY. cant wait to seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fat Tuesday

its fat tuesday..and boy is it FAT. i ate so muchhh dessert today already. and its only 1pm! hha...but starting midnight i am no longer going to eat any chocolate of any kind. yepp thats right. NO CHOCOLATE/candy or dessert. i did it before..and ill do it again. My motivation: God. anytime i feel tempted or weak in the knees for dessert...im going to stand my ground and sacrifice it up to Jesus.

spring break for MSU starts March 6th =D

Okay so the weekend was AHHHmazing..of course =) i ate so much good food...you will be able to view all the delectable deliciousness of my weekend via facebook...but let me tell you one thing thats for sure. i love food. i love eating the food, looking at the food, and taking pictures of what i eat. too funny..something that goes away so quickly is so pricey...i spend so much of my money on food. seriously..if only you didnt need to eat or sleep you would get so much done in a day!
Anyways i finished purpose driven life. I recommend it. i loved it. This wednesday is Ash Wednesday. I'm planning to give something up for lent...but im not sure what its going to be yet. I think it should be candy...since i basically eat it everyday. I need to find the will power to make myself say NO! haha =D but ne ways....ill update more later..but i cant wait until spring break. SERIOUSLY. i need to get through these horrid midterms first. AHHH

HEHE YAY

omg i go home today
and my exam is over
and my next class will be only 50 minutes
and and and
im sleepy. cant wait to take my nap...bahh =)