Sailor Moon

I have been on a Sailor Moon rampage this past week. I absolutely love watching it. haha its hilarious and i never realized how lazy serena is. All she wants to do is eat and sleep. sounds like me =D....This past break has been glorious. A lot of fun and relaxing. I'm sort of sad to go off to school only because ill be leaving the comforts of my home behind. Sometime this month my family is moving. Not to another house to an apartment. Actually when i say family i mean mother and father. Except my dad will be going back and forth to Korea, as well as my mom i think. So i guess this is a repeat of my senior year. Dad runs off to business, mother stuck alone...me and brother away at school...thats probably why their moving. Now it wont be so scary for my mom to be the only one living in this house...so long Columbia Street. I had so many memories with you. I'll just have to start my future and find a permanent address elsewhere...sigh

Happy Birfday

WELL, January is all about the birthdays. Yesterday was my brothers, today is my cousin Barrons, the 12th is my dads, the 21st my mothers, my grandfathers is coming up and so is my grandma i think...

so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FAM =) love you guys..well most of you..haha
so officially...today is DAY ONE. DAY ONE OF:
motivation
hard work
self-discipline
courage


woowoo =) and ughh UOFM people go back tomorrow..meaning ill miss you Alyssa...:(
and i go back this coming sunday...so all you state people...see you then :)..

wow already almost a month...crazy how time flies. for sure.

Upgrade

Starting tomorrow, i am going to be motivated to change myself. IN GOOD WAYS. cant wait to just reach my goal point =D
I'm trying to reschedule my classes for this spring semester but its not working out in my favor...sigh ill just have to deal with it...i cant wait until summer though. I'm so excited for all the amazing things that can happen this summer! YAY

hehe cant wait. =)

Anonymous Post

--"Everything that happened should of resulted in hatred and separation. None of the results would make sense to anyone. But they are how they are...because God's plan is perfect."

I have learned that humility and self-sacrifice is one of the beginning steps to a greater life. Thank you Lord for giving me wings, to take flight and to take a glimpse of my past as a reminder of greater days to come...
Tonight was the Christmas party/newyears/back to school party for the kids in my youth group! it was a lot of fun and i love helping out =D

yeah they called us the "Jane and her boyfriends"
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"You were only given this life
because you are strong enough to live it."--God knows just how much you can handle

WOOWOO =)

Happy New Years 09

Wow. My first post for the year of 2009. This year will be amazing! I can feel it..=D
...I saw Wicked today..and let me tell you...i LOVED IT. it was the BEST christmas gift i have ever received by far!
I'm just so happy right now. I feel as though God just decided to fill my head with so many blessings. I had a lot of time to think to myself today and reflect on my life. The negatives and positives, but truthfully in all my negatives i could only see the good it brought me. I'm just thinking about all my resolutions and all the goals i had set for myself in the previous years. They were all so shallow, materialistic, and very selfish. I wanted things to happen in my life so they would benefit me. This year, i have new goals, new resolutions and new things that i want to work out with God. No compromises, conditions, or degrees as to how far ill go in order to receive Gods good grace. This year, i am going to follow my heart. Listen to my convictions, not ignore what i KNOW is right and do things the way that God would want me to do it. I sound like a Jesus freak, but i dont care. I thought all my negativity would get me nowhere. It was only until i had my encounter with God, that i truly saw life for what it worth and not a trap out to get me.
I'm so sorry to the people i use to call my enemies. I'm so sorry to my family, i know better than to bash on my life and to see that only tragedies happen to me. I am so in love. I have found my love and he was there right in front of me. He is never going to leave me, no matter how far i push him. Yeah, you guessed it. He, that person whom i love and will die for..is God. I will die. EVERYDAY. more of myself will be given unto him so that i can be weak. The strong are only strong because they were once weak and the weak have no where to go but rock bottom. What is there left to lose, you can only go up. I know this is something that i have always known, and yes i have rain upon me everyday, but eventually the sun will come out. All that pain, bitterness, the deep feelings of losing control, they will fade and i will see a new revelation. So i am thankful. For everyone in my life. The ones that encourage me to keep going, the ones that tear me down, because lets face it...those people are the ones who pushed me to God. No matter who is in my life. Thank you. For your love and hate. Thank you.

and stephen, thank you...just because...
So come on guys...whos ready to get owned this year?....
i know i am. WOOWOO!! =)