oh my...

you know i never thought the day would come where i would get along with my parents for more than a month. Well maybe its the fact that i've tried to be more patient with them and try to understand their struggles. I really want to help them out more instead of just running up their credit card bill. For lent i gave up good things to help my health and my spending habits! haha =D so yay for me...oh the other hand...i want so much stuff. I feel like i have an obsession with buying things. i dont know if im trying to compensate for something else in my life...but literally there is so much that attracts my eye. Its become crazyness...during one month i think i spent over 400 dollars on just ...stuff. For me...others...but i think mostly for me. AND FOOD. i spend money on food? like there wasnt enough food in Shaw already. haha but in any case...im just happy to have given up online shopping. I'm so excited for spring break. All my plans have come together and ill be able to spend it with my family and the one i love...and church...and just...everything =D HOORAY!

DONE

I AM OFFICIALLY OFF PROBATION. WOOOOTY!!!!!
what i have learned:

its not worth it to get caught for underage drinking. Its definitely not worth it to put your parents through stress over something this stupid and careless....its definitely not worth it to drop hundreds of dollars..and take classes/random testings.

STAY CLEAN. STAY FOCUSED. LOVE GOD.
HAHA....

hooray..but its over
now next week...exams/quizzes....then
SPRING BREAK BABY. cant wait to seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fat Tuesday

its fat tuesday..and boy is it FAT. i ate so muchhh dessert today already. and its only 1pm! hha...but starting midnight i am no longer going to eat any chocolate of any kind. yepp thats right. NO CHOCOLATE/candy or dessert. i did it before..and ill do it again. My motivation: God. anytime i feel tempted or weak in the knees for dessert...im going to stand my ground and sacrifice it up to Jesus.

spring break for MSU starts March 6th =D

Okay so the weekend was AHHHmazing..of course =) i ate so much good food...you will be able to view all the delectable deliciousness of my weekend via facebook...but let me tell you one thing thats for sure. i love food. i love eating the food, looking at the food, and taking pictures of what i eat. too funny..something that goes away so quickly is so pricey...i spend so much of my money on food. seriously..if only you didnt need to eat or sleep you would get so much done in a day!
Anyways i finished purpose driven life. I recommend it. i loved it. This wednesday is Ash Wednesday. I'm planning to give something up for lent...but im not sure what its going to be yet. I think it should be candy...since i basically eat it everyday. I need to find the will power to make myself say NO! haha =D but ne ways....ill update more later..but i cant wait until spring break. SERIOUSLY. i need to get through these horrid midterms first. AHHH

HEHE YAY

omg i go home today
and my exam is over
and my next class will be only 50 minutes
and and and
im sleepy. cant wait to take my nap...bahh =)

3 more days.

3 is a magical number...you know whats better than 3?...2....and you know whats better than 2? 1....and you know whats wayyy better than 1?...0!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHH
haha i just need to get through
the rest of this day
studying for my adv exam on weds
go to class tuesday...
study again...shop for my dress..construct my dress
go to the post office and send back this other dress to china...(yeah dont ask)
THENNNNN..yes then....take my exam...go to 2 more things..pack..and on my way back home =)
i miss my mom and my dad..and kinda my brother haha jk jk...but yeah...i miss my family
i've been craving korean food all week...ahh!

Sunday

I am so thankful.

Friday-Saturday

Valentines day.
I dont know what i expected from it, but for all you singles out there ill join the band wagon of hating on valentines day not my valentine. I guess i wanted things to be perfect that one flaw just ruined the whole thing. I cant help it. I love things going my way and obviously this definitely didnt go my way. Plus my dress doesnt fit which def shot my self-esteem down. 160 dollars down the drain. Hopefully ill be able to return it. im sleepy. i want sleep. lets see if i can nap all day. i dont want to be awake for this day...at midnight then ill realize its a brand new day.

Thursday

one more week. One more week. ONE MORE WEEK AHHH CANT YOU GO ANY FASTER?!

Wednesday

Let me just start off by saying that i really dont like my ISS class. One: its boring. Two: its boring. Three: My professor is so monotone and barely catches anyones attention. Four: My professor is so unorganized and does things on his own will...but hey...i guess thats why he became a professor..he must've hated the ones he had in college. How he still works here at his age is beyond me. Today i watched Sex and the City movie for the millionth time and i LOVE it. i really do. I think i just like all the glamour of it but haha my life is not headed down a glamorous road. I believe that i am destined to live a humble life, only because that is what God calls all his servants to do. The other night in small groups i found something out about myself and you know, i am actually happy to hear first impressions i give off to people, even if they arent always a 100% positive. But in any case..im really starting to like small groups =D yayay!

ANOTHER NOTE...
i found a perfect dress on ebay for an amazing price...for a Betsey Johnson cocktail dress. I absolutely love it, the thing is i bought it through paypal and not through ebay so im really hoping the seller isnt going to rip me off and not ship it to me. UGHHHHH jane...jane..jane...if you paid 50 more dollars for the dress than you wouldve had a FOR SURE safe transaction..stupid me...but hopefully God will convict that seller and actually make an honest person out of her. Alright time to go to class again...

OHHH and I received WONDERFUL mail today from my one and only =D


Arent they adorable? im wearing them right now =D they're cute and dainty ..perfect for my ear lobes<3




Also my handmade panda BEANIE =D hahaha it screams FOB. but its okay i love it..its absolutely darling. Thank you S. youre awesome =D

Tuesday

gorgeous day outside. Finally michigan, i am pleased with your weather =D

Monday

I still really care.

TGIF TGIF TGIF!!!!!!!

So this week felt like Finals week for me. Three exams within four days. =( BUT its all good because i got through them....thats all that matters...haha But it has come to my attention that Blogger is like xanga. I dont want to disagree because i hate xanga now..but it is pretty much the same concept. haha..but no matter what i'm going to keep on blogging..(well ithink so)...
So i'm back on facebook. It was a week without it and you know what...i really did get a lot done! haha being disconnected to the world was a good break. Yeah i might have cheated a little bit and checked it a couple times..but not being on it constantly gave me some more time to focus on the important things. Like school work. I'm going to keep up with this trend and eventually maybe facebook will fade out for real...I miss Stephen. AH yes long distance is hard but whatever...just keep on trucking..haha..One more week until Valentines day =D yay!...and i think i have an exam sometime next week..so i better get studying on that too...alright well i have class in 30 minutes and i dont have much to say so...update later?

ahhhhhhhhhh

3 exams this week...i think im losing my mind!

BUT THANK YOU JESUS. ha.